food, food and more food

today's fare has a much better appeal than my last post. i have discovered that once again, i like Chef Boyardee. and surprisingly, it's actually pretty good for you! so on the days that i just don't know what to eat for lunch, i pop this in the microwave and presto! a decent meal. i'm satisfied. as long as most of what's in it has the nutrients i need, i will eat it. it has been somewhat difficult lately in the food arena. in the past few weeks, i have found that my appetite is growing, and growing, and growing. i have started joking with dave that i must be carrying a boy, because i am hungry all the time. i mean, ALL THE TIME. i eat, go do stuff, then all of the sudden my stomach is growling again. so i eat something. and it just keeps going around and around. i can't believe how hungry i am! unfortunately, there is a catch. there's always a catch. i still get kinda queasy with a lot of food, so while i'm hungry, i feel like i just can't eat. it's weird. before i was pregnant, anytime i was hungry, everything looked good! anything could satisfy me. not anymore. everytime i get hungry, i think "again!?? i don't want food! i don't want to eat! why am i hungry again! i just ate!" i am finding that there is not much food that i stock my cupboards with that i can actually throw together and eat. it's rather very frustrating. and since dave takes the car to work most days, i can't just run out to the store and buy whatever i feel like eating. i have resorted to munching on alot of grapes, apples and yogurt. and occasionally a p.b. & j. sandwich. but the jelly is too sweet for me now. that's another thing, i'd rather have salty than sweet. good for the pounds, but not so much when you have more sweet things than salty things. SO...here's the thing...i would love to know what you're favorite snacking food is. i have run out of creative ideas so let me know. but the rules first: nothing mint, nothing with cucumbers, nothing with chocolate or coffee. those are the foods i can't do now. i hate even writing them...yuck! makes my stomach turn. oh, and no carrots. i have always hated carrots. ok, so fire away, let me know!!!

split pea and ham soup

i thought that i would sit down and write something...but it did not know what to say. i am staring into a bowl of split-pea with ham soup, trying to muster up the courage to try it. i would show you a picture, but it might gross you out. it's all green and mushy...kindof like what i'll be finding in my baby's diapers come next year. but...i know i need to eat it. you see, today is one of those days where you don't know what to do, can't go anywhere (since dave has the car at work) and have to make due with whatever ingredients you can scrounge up to make a decent meal. it's cool and rainy out, dark clouds pressing down. it's rather comforting in a way. it makes you want to stay inside curled up with a blanket and a good book. which is what i've done for about 2 hours this afternoon. then i realized i hadn't eaten anything except a yogurt this morning, and if i don't eat something soon, the nausea is going to hit hard. i need to be eating more protein and so i searched the labels of everything i had in the cupboards. what i really wanted was french toast. but it's 3 pm and i need to give this baby some nutrition. there was the split pea and ham soup, complete with a whopping 12 grams of protein. great. why did i buy it in the first place? i could've chosen to eat the chef boyardee's ravioli, but that only had 8 grams, and i've been lacking in the protein area a bit. it's all for the baby! i keep telling myself. i'm eating now, and it's not really as bad as it looks. thank goodness! maybe writing about it is giving me the stomach to take it.

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anyway, david is working again today. this is his 3rd day of working open to close. he's getting tired. i can't really complain about how lonely it is here alone all day with just my book to keep me comfort. he's been working so hard this week. his schedule has been like this. every morning since thursday, he has woken up at about 4 am. he sits at the kitchen table with his breakfast, bible and journal. he prays every night that the short hours would be redeemed by starting his day out in the Word. he tells me it has kept him going. then he gets ready for work, comes in and wakes me up around 6:15 to say goodbye and leaves. he works all day, all afternoon and all evening until around 9pm when he can finally lock up and leave. then he comes home, sits for a while to unwind, takes a shower, we talk in bed about the day and fall asleep around 10:30. and he wakes up again to face the next day. tomorrow he gets a short break and is able to go to church, but then he has to go back to work sometime in the afternoon to finish out the day. monday starts a new week with normal hours hopefully. pray that he finds new guys to hire to fill out the schedule so he doesn't have to do these insane hours. i do love my husband...he is a hard working man that doesn't complain about his responsibilities. he will be a good father. i look forward to how our children will learn and grow from his influence.

i hope that everyone's weekend is relaxing and enjoyable!

today

our little vacation was great! much needed. way too short. we went to the ocean both days and enjoyed the waves and the fresh air. there was alot of time for just plain old rest and relaxation. i could go to the beach every day and never get tired. today was a nice day as well. dave had off, which a rarity for tuesdays, so we slept in and dave made french toast for us for breakfast!! sooo good! then we went out to do some shopping and spent alot more than we expected, but it was worth it. we needed to get some closet shelves for our hall closet because it was in desperate need of reorganization. but we needed a drill to put them in. we've needed a drill alot. we'll need it in the future. so...we looked at the choices and decided that we'd spend the $80 plus the $17 for the drill bits and just get it. i'm so glad!!! dave put up all the shelves tonight and now it's time to reorganize! i love the feeling of making something clean and organized. anyway, so we had 3 full meals together today. when does that ever happen?! we enjoyed being together, especially since dave is going to have to work open-close thurs., fri. and sat. that's about 14 hrs. a day. pray for him! he's going to be exhausted. he works so hard. he makes me proud! well, it is time to go fill my new shelves! have a great night!

beach

david and i are going to the beach!

tomorrow after work, we are packing up the car and heading to mantoloking, nj, near point pleasant, to spend a few days with my family at my uncle's beach house. i can't wait! we both need some time away, and i love nothing better than laying out in the sun with the salt air and the seagulls calling and the sound of waves in my ears. i find that to be one of the most peaceful places on earth. we'll be back friday night since dave has to work saturday morning. i'm not sure if there is internet access at the house, so i may not be available for a couple of days. but then again, that's what vacation is all about! i'll take lots of pictures!

pregnancy blog

i found a website that makes a pregnancy blog that you just fill out and put in journal entries. i just updated that, so if you're interested, you can check it out. i put more details of how i'm feeling and what's going on in there so i don't bore you on this one! the address is http://www.babycrowd.com/jr/online/lavid/welcome.html

my sick day and my husband

i had to take a sick day today. it's the first day i've had to call in sick since being pregnant. it's amazing how hard it hits you. i never knew pregnancy would be this tiring. well, i guess i knew, i just never really thought that much about it. i felt awful this morning. we woke up at 5:30. i thought i was going to faint in the shower. then the dry heaves came. as they do every morning when i get up too early. i only felt better when i went back to bed. i knew it just wasn't the best idea to try and work through it today. i think i'm learning my limits now. and they are alot shorter than they used to be. but i know that for the baby's sake, i need to not overdo it. david has been wonderful. he has been more caring and gentle with me than ever before. he knows i can't handle the smells from the garbage, so he took it out for me this morning. he called my dad to tell him i couldn't make it, and got me some cold water.



i think that he'll be a great dad. there's so much we both have to learn about, but he is very sensible and wise. he knows when to set boundaries and when to have fun. here are two pictures i captured lately. in this one, he is holding our new little cousin, will. this was taken before we found out i was pregnant. talk about a premonition! i love it.



and here is david playing hide and seek with my neice, emma-claire. sam, ashley and emma were here for the 4 of july. we had a blast!



he understands that i'm not as able to keep up with house cleaning as much as i used to. it gets done, just not as fast or quite as often. but he's ok with that. he washes dishes for me, grills dinner (not really a chore for him, i.e. his second post on his blog, go read it), runs to the store if i forgot something. all on top of working full time. he's been so tired lately. ever since that big tournament a few weeks ago, he's been trying to catch up with sleep. he's been working a bit more these 2 weeks as well. it's hard for both of us sometimes. he doesn't like coming home so tired and i don't like having a worn out husband all the time. but next week we'll have a little break. my parents are going to the shore for a few days and we are joining them we'll leave wednesday and come back friday. a little break, but much needed!
i honestly don't know what i'd do if something were to ever happen to dave. he is my best friend, my rock, my soulmate. i pray that God would give us a long life together. that we will see our grandchildren and great-grandchildren. i can't wait to see how he will change once this baby is born. i think he will fall in love all over again!